Step One Complete

I've always wondered how it would feel like to create a blog and just write. 

I write in my journal to be read by me and only me, sometimes letting a close (very very close) friend read a passage or two. 

But to write and not know if people will actually read it? It can bruise an ego.

And for someone as sensitive and analytical as me to create a blog? It's like I want to hurt myself and setting myself up for disaster. 

So I just thought Screw It. I'm gonna do it! 

Im wondering were that courage came from and why it left me.

Oh there it is.

So I will write. if you like what you read, great! If no one ever reads it, I'm just gonna learn not to care. 

I might write about the most random, personal, general, or crazy stuff. Whoever is reading this might think I'm crazy, boring, drama queen, or just plain Weird. and you know what? Whatever. You have your thoughts and I have mine. 

But the reason I finally made a blog is so I can openly express my emotions. I cant always do that. I never show who I am...

...mainly because I change my mind so many times I dont wanna look hypocritical and flighty. 

Finally, I will pour out everything I've been thinking. No Filter and no judgement. 

Another thing, I love music. I almost Always gets inspired by songs. And I love analyzing the lyrics and making my own meaning of it. 

So, Ke$ha has inspired me to "Take It Off" which to me means take off your mask. Uncensored personality.

I have much to say, but I might save it for another day.  


I'm still deciding.